One facet of grasping and understanding and knowing the love of Christ is realising that I am undeserving of that love. Reading, preaching and praying Ephesians 3:14-21, I’ve been reflecting on various aspects of the great truths of the scriptures which break through my distraction and apathy and fan the flame of the realisation and sense of wonder at the truth that Jesus loves me.
Ephesians 3:17b-19 (ESV)
…that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19 and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
One help to that has been working through the 4Gs and being reminded and shown again the extent to which even the things I do right are often shaped by wrong motivations: the desire to prove myself, in pursuit of some lesser good… Tim Keller’s observes about conversion:
To truly become Christians we must also repent of the reasons we ever did anything right. Tim Keller
As we begin so we continue. Seeing how sin pervades my attitudes, words and actions highlights how much I still need to change but is not a source of despair when it takes me to Jesus. It points me to grace which abounds.